| geez its been ages since i used this thing, even since i logged on i think. anyways....ive enlisted in the army, set to leave in a few months, things arent going so well today after a great last couple of months, gotta take the good with the bad, thats just how it goes. In any case, im graduated now, it feels weird, id love to be enjoying it more but with my car smashed up and the masonry job getting laid off, im pretty stuck. I start work for Multi-Color Corp today, it pays 9$ an hour but its only a temporary job. bleh. today really sucks, i gotta go see the doctor, Marie is crying, oh yeah that is my girl, shes going through a rough time i understand but shes really frustrating me with some other things, i really care about her but im not sure what to do when i leave for the army, she is thinking of going back to college..i just think we are on the path to break-up, which pretty much blows, things were great for awhile. i really just wanna have fun before i leave but its not happening, no car, ive lost touch with a few people, bleh today just sucks |